My YouTube is drunk..

(I covered all the personal information with black, however I left her icon be. It was already black BECAUSE.) This is my half sister's response to someone on her post calling her and rioters terrorists, which I agree with. My sister went to a riot and posted a picture of a cop on a building w/ a sniper pointed at something. I WAS NOT THERE. She said "we" came in love, who's we?! She's not in the medical field AT ALL, she's unemployed and forcing my dad to work for her so she gets some sort of income. She is trying to get people to sympathize w/ her in a wrong way. All she had said was a lie, every single one. I would never go to a riot and show support to them for goodness sake, don't put my face to that lie.

I've been feeling high after hitting my head really hard in a car accident a few days ago. don't pay a mind to my nonsense muttering, it happens when you don't wear a seat belt 😜

"And the best at murder are those who preach against it
And the best at hate are those who preach love
And the best at war finally are those who preach peace

Those who preach God, need God
Those who preach peace do not have peace
Those who preach peace do not have love

Beware the preachers
Beware the knowers
Beware those who are always reading books
Beware those who either detest poverty
Or are proud of it
Beware those quick to praise
For they need praise in return
Beware those who are quick to censor
They are afraid of what they do not know"

Charles Bukowski - the Genius in The Crowd

Racist whites calling other whites racist. Delicious 😍

Wolves show their bright teeth, you know their tricks, so as prey you decide not to follow them. Now those who smile with their shiny canines can easily fool those who suffer. Lies to the desperate can be easily done.

I find it really strange how much my dad likes Indian stuff, he loves Indian music & Bollywood movies. He likes watching Indian dancing in the movies, he always says its his favorite part lol. I come to wonder if he likes any other unusual for him things. Last night at 3, I came down and saw him watching anime by himself. He always likes watching anime though, he says it helps him sleep haha. Welp, no wonder he always put on strange Bollywood movies when I was little 👽 👾 👻

I have come to remember how corrupt the people you've always known were good. When their eyes bloom red do you know what they see. People you've looked up to as a figure above all others have another picture in mind. It comes to show that most everything in the spot light has a cruel undertone... However, a lot of things will always been left uncovered as it is hard to see between the cracks in a perfect glass cup always full. I come to wonder how such never gets shown to the public eye.

It's sad the most reasonable person in my extended family sells drugs. But hey, I'm blessed that my family I live with are all decently reasonable people.

I can't with my cousin. She's in her middle 40's and scrolling through her FaceBook is a , "I can't believe I'm related to such an idiot." Yes, she may be a well known book author and if you search her up you actually get a page and she gets lots of likes on FB, BUT NO I STILL CANT WITH HER 😭